{"id":8098,"date":"2022-05-22T14:37:40","date_gmt":"2022-05-22T20:37:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/buildinghopesummit.org\/?p=8098"},"modified":"2022-09-01T07:44:11","modified_gmt":"2022-09-01T13:44:11","slug":"jennifer-horne-breaking-the-family-cycle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/buildinghopesummit.org\/es\/jennifer-horne-breaking-the-family-cycle\/","title":{"rendered":"Jennifer Horne - Romper el ciclo familiar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_image src=&#8221;<a href=\"https:\/\/buildinghopesummit.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_7359-1.jpeg&#038;#8221\">https:\/\/buildinghopesummit.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/IMG_7359-1.jpeg&#038;#8221<\/a>; alt=&#8221;Kathy_Reed_Photo_1_crop&#8221; title_text=&#8221;IMG_7359 (1)&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; background_last_edited=&#8221;on|phone&#8221; box_shadow_style=&#8221;preset2&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_font=&#8221;||||||||&#8221; text_font_size=&#8221;16px&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;1.3em&#8221; header_4_font=&#8221;|300|||||||&#8221; header_4_font_size=&#8221;16px&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-18px||||false|false&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">Jennifer and her mother Judit Monnier-Berhidai<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0<\/div>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section][et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-100px||||false|false&#8221; 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custom_padding=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Jennifer and her family enjoying time in nature<\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type=&#8221;1_2&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_text admin_label=&#8221;Title&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; header_font=&#8221;|700|||||||&#8221; header_2_font=&#8221;|600|||||||&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<h1>Breaking the family cycle<\/h1>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Trigger Warning- This story contains distressing content including suicide.\u00a0<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">For several years Jen Horne kept a huge family secret to herself. This generated feelings of guilt and shame- leading to anxiety and deep depression. \u201cI stayed in bed as much as possible. My anxiety was crippling, I felt stuck and paralyzed as it took over my entire body,\u201d shares Jen. \u201cI was terrified of being found out, that my secret would leak. I felt completely unworthy and ashamed.\u201d <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At one point, Jen opened up to talk therapy and began to hear other people\u2019s healing stories. This prompted her own journey to mend her inner wounds. Little by little she felt more comfortable talking about the truth, and she became less ashamed to share her own experience. She realized there were other people who had gone through similar experiences with comparable feelings.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In 2007 Jen decided to volunteer with the American Foundation of Suicide Prevention. She raised funds, spoke at events, and coordinated efforts in NYC, Atlanta, and Summit County. This life-changing decision was a turning point in her healing journey. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-40px||||false|false&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jen explains: \u201cI thought my mother\u2019s death by suicide was a reflection of me- that my love wasn\u2019t strong enough to save her. After hearing similar stories, I finally felt like I could grieve openly and share my real feelings surrounding her death. I realized that what I was feeling was OK, even normal. My mom\u2019s story didn\u2019t define me.\u201d <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Through volunteering, Jen learned she was a \u201csurvivor of suicide\u201d and used AFSP\u2019s slogan \u201cout of the darkness and into the light\u201d to realize her true strength of what she had lived through. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text admin_label=&#8221;Title&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<h2><b>Nights full of turmoil\u00a0<span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/b><\/h2>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; hover_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221; sticky_enabled=&#8221;0&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">When Jen was 11 she moved with her mother to Paris, France, to live with her step- father. It was around this time she noticed her mother struggling to learn a new language and find work, leading to increased alcohol use and depression. This occurred for several years until late restless nights were filled with sounds of broken plates and emotional outbursts. A concerned neighbor knocking on the door to check-in was routine. Even at a young age Jen tried to reason with her mother and she hoped their strong bond would be enough to help her. However sometimes closing the door and listening to her favorite comedian through headphones was her only solace. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At age 15 Jen took her mother to her first AA meeting. The topic of alcoholism wasn\u2019t discussed in the 90s in Paris, and she was devastated when her mother quit attending meetings. She also tried a few Al-Anon meetings on her own, but felt like an outcast as the only one who was not a spouse of an alcoholic in the group. She didn\u2019t know where else to turn for resources. \u201cI did my best to be the perfect daughter. I would often cook dinner, clean the house, do the laundry and ironing\u2026anything to take some pressure off of my mom and make her life easier. I thought it would make her better and she\u2019d stop drinking.\u201d <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Right around the same time as the emotional outbursts of her mother were abundant, Jen began to find solace in a relationship with a man who made her feel special. Spending time with him allowed her to escape from the chaos at home and provide her a place of refuge. However it was soon apparent that he also struggled with alcohol and anger issues. Eventually with the help from an older friend who had been in a similar situation, she was able to walk away from the abusive relationship. While this relationship was difficult to recover from, it helped Jen become the person she is today, and helped her realize many women find themselves in abusive relationships at some point in their life.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Slowly over the years the mix of alcohol and antidepressants took Jen\u2019s mother away from her. Jen says, \u201cTowards the end of her life her gaze was empty. It felt as though she was a shell of her former self. Over time she slipped away.\u201d Jen found herself emotionally depleted from her mother\u2019s illness. The day after Jen\u2019s 21st birthday she found herself at the doctor\u2019s office to ask for a note to take a few days off from work from the stress and exhaustion. It was at this exact moment that she found out her mother attempted to\u00a0 take her own life. She remained in a coma for 3 days before passing on her 48th birthday. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhen my mother died my life was shattered. I was frozen and felt as though time had stopped. I was mad at the world for continuing to move. I felt as though I had failed at saving her and that her death was entirely my fault. For so long I felt like it was my responsibility to take care of my mom and make her feel better.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text admin_label=&#8221;Title&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<h2><b>\u00a0A series of secrets\u00a0<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/h2>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The family decided to not share with others the authentic cause of death. Jen felt as though she had no choice in this decision and that was when the feelings of guilt and shame began. It was soon after her mother\u2019s death that she also learned her mother\u2019s father had also died of suicide, not by cancer like her mother had told her. The stigma around suicide was prevelant in society at this time, and had not improved much with the next generation.\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Through therapy Jen began to learn that her mother\u2019s suicide was the consequence of an illness. \u201cSome people lose the fight against cancer; my mother lost her fight against alcoholism and depression. For the first time ever, I realized that untreated depression can lead to death- and that she suffered from an illness. She was a victim. Maybe her death was less of a deliberate choice, and more so the ending of an illness that she wasn\u2019t able to treat. She suffered from a chemical imbalance with her family history playing a huge role in her depression, and ultimately her death. I understood this intellectually, but I still had a very hard time assimilating it emotionally.\u201d <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Twenty years later Jen\u2019s aura is full of peace and serenity after a deep healing journey. Hearing stories from other people like her had a profound effect on her. She realized that hiding her mother\u2019s story instead of talking about it openly caused more harm than good. She believes in healthy daily practices for mental-health maintenance and learning to identify and recognize when feelings feel imbalanced. After a good friend gifted her \u201cThe Art of Happiness\u201d by the Dalai Lama she felt a strong shift of her perspective on life. \u201cI started learning to have compassion for others, for my mother, and also myself.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text admin_label=&#8221;Title&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;19px||-43px||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<h2><b>New family cycle of peace and openness<\/b><\/h2>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row column_structure=&#8221;1_2,1_2&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;1_2&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; header_font=&#8221;||||||||&#8221; header_2_font=&#8221;|600|||||||&#8221; custom_padding=&#8221;11px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Although the grief of her mother\u2019s death will never fully vanish, practicing breathing exercises, meditating, yoga, reiki, hikes, music, and dance all help her recognize and continue to work on symptoms like anxiety and insomnia that can still occur. After witnessing what happened to her mother she hoped to avoid taking prescription medication. But when her depression became excessive, she felt like she had no choice. Thankfully she was able to find a good balance of medication and self-care that worked for her. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jen also finds that spending quality time with her husband and two daughters brings her a lot of peace and joy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type=&#8221;1_2&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_image src=&#8221;<a href=\"https:\/\/buildinghopesummit.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/21731781_10155962081128646_1724739518992483124_o.jpg&#038;#8221\">https:\/\/buildinghopesummit.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/21731781_10155962081128646_1724739518992483124_o.jpg&#038;#8221<\/a>; alt=&#8221;Candy Elkind&#8221; title_text=&#8221;21731781_10155962081128646_1724739518992483124_o&#8221; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;30px||||false|false&#8221; box_shadow_style=&#8221;preset2&#8243; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; text_font_size=&#8221;16px&#8221; text_line_height=&#8221;1.3em&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;0px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Jennifer volunteering with American Foundation of Suicide Prevention<\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-33px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMy daughters remind me of mom and how beautiful and full of life she once was.\u201d<\/span> <span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jen remembers a time when she used to only dream of a life full of love and stability, and is thankful this dream is now her reality.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.16&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.3&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-49px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jen hopes that by sharing her story she can help others realize they are not alone. She aspires to do her part in breaking the especially damaging stigma around suicide and depression that she experienced. She wants to ensure that her young daughters understand the importance of naming and recognizing their own feelings, and what to do with different emotions such as anger or sadness when they arise. She is devoted to breaking the family cycle that took away her grandfather and mother by providing her daughters an emotionally safe environment with unconditional love, trust, and the ability to be seen and heard. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;4.17.4&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; custom_margin=&#8221;-23px||||false|false&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;]<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In a natural progression to continue reducing stigma around mental-health issues, Jen is proud to help her community as a Mental Health Navigator for the FIRC (Family and Intercultural Resource Center). She uses her skills to listen and connect people to the appropriate resources and therapists.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBy being open with my struggles I\u2019ve realized how many people are struggling in silence due to the stigma around mental health. You never know what someone is going through, or what someone has been through. Hearing other people\u2019s stories and removing the stigma helped lift me out of my depression- this is why I am so open about sharing my story now. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I want to give back what was given to me, and I love the idea that sharing my journey might help someone out there,&#8221; <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jen concludes.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><b>If you ever need to talk to someone please call the Colorado <\/b><b>Crisis Line at 844-439-8255. 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